September 2012
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Wow. What a horrible fucking day.
Tried on dress to try for a laugh. Will not be wearing 100% polyester dress again though.
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August 2012
23 posts
Anonymous asked: I mean this in the nicest way. But from one large girl to another. I think it's so much more flattering for us thickies to wear pants/jeans/skirs/shorts, that go over that last pooch. I honestly am just saying this as a piece of advice, but have you ever considered buying mid-rise/high-rise jeans. Not high waisted. Just high enough so they sit just below the belly-button. It's rather...
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It might not be a big deal to you...
But I benched 60 lbs today and am over the moon about it!!!
When I started in late May I was at 20 lbs.
Excited!
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Think think think.
I need to figure out a better way to eat on Tuesdays/Thursdays.
I have class from 8:40 to 11:20 then I go to the library to study until Pete’s done with work. Then we go to the gym and I get home between 2:30 and 3 (or in the case today, 4 since he had overtime.)
Anyway. I’ve been bringing trail mix (I make my own raw trail mix), fruit of some sort and a rice cracker (tried it with P2B, but it...
Last post was grilled chicken and brown rice in veggie broth.
Although I feel like I coughed it up.
My body is the axis of evil right now.
Period and a cold/flu/cough/bronchitis from hell.
First week of school for the freakin’ win.
I'm stressed, I'm pissed & I'm sick.
Truly a winning combination.
And I start school tomorrow.
Oy. Vey.
“The views expressed were offensive. Rape is rape. … What I think these comments...”
– President Obama today on Rep. Todd Akin (via barackobama)
Can I get an amen?
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Anonymous asked: When you posted that thing on not starving yourself, It made me realize something. Of course I know what could happen, but then again I can't stop. And that's the big problem. No matter how many people post about how horrible the disease is, it can't be stopped by a tumblr post.
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The thought that:
-Eating makes you fat. So not eating will make you thin is so backwards.
The logic is like saying all dogs are mammals and all cats are mammals so all dogs are cats.
Your. Body. Will. Shut. Down.
Your hair will start to fall out. Your period will stop. Your organs will freak the fuck out.
Eating disorders are serious things. It’s not “cool” to have an eating...
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Since May 28th...
I’ve lost 14.75”.
What?
Ok.
So I just paid $440 for textbooks. Today I get a $500 book scholarship (that canONLY be used at the bookstore on textbooks).
Are you freakin’ kidding me?!
Is it dishonest to “return” my books and then use the scholarship?
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Food Matters
Today is the 730th day that I’ve logged onto myfitnesspal. That’s 2 years straight.
Now. Over that last 2 years, I’ve learned a lot about food. And nutrition. (Especially since I’m studying to be a nutritionist)
First and foremost. Calories aren’t evil. And they don’t make you fat. Calories are energy. Energy in vs. energy out.
And food isn’t just calories. It’s made up of protein and carbs...
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Takin' it Back
Last time I weighed in (before I asked Pete to hide the scale) I had gained 3.5 lbs.
Logically I knew it could only be water retention, but it was a kick in the gut. Amy and I decided we were mad at my brain. That damn eating disorder part was really noisy on Monday.
So. Other than Amy making my fat cry (sweat haha) I took back control of my food, the last few days I had let people in my family...
$440 for textbooks. Ouch.
Bye bye paycheck.
Can’t do amazon or ebay or chegg. My school does custom bundles for the classes. Pisses me off.
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See That Girl?
She had lots of misconceptions of the world and weight loss and happiness.
She assumed that if she lost weight she would be happy. She assumed that when she lost weight she would love her body. She assumed that if she lost weight the world would be easier. She assumed that because she was fat her husband was no longer attracted to her.
Lots of assumptions.
Looking back is an interesting...
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WIW: The "OMG! 90 lbs OFFICIALLY GONE" Edition
*Image stolen/borrowed from frombridgettocarrie*
M E A S U R E M E N T S —
Weight: highest - 280 lbs. starting - 275 lbs. 276 lbs. was - 187.9 (July 25th) now - 185.8 lbs (-2.1 lbs)
Total Inches lost: 63.25” Total Pounds lost: 90.2 lbs Total Percent Lost: 32.7%
90 lbs. I honestly can’t believe it. That’s the average weight of a 3rd grader. I used to have a 3rd grader...
